April 2013
24 posts
When your mom has to give a negative opinion about everything.
JUST BE HAPPY FOR ME ONCE!
Damn You
Lana Del Rey
Lana Del Rey | Damn You
And I won’t cry myself to sleep like a sucker.
I won’t cry myself to sleep, if I do, I’ll die.
I pray your life is sweet, you fucker.
Damn you.
I belive in the person I want to become, I believe in the freedom of the open road. And my motto is the same as ever- *I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I’m at war with myself- I Ride. I Just Ride.* Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them? I have. I am f*cking crazy. But I am free.” ♥
I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me I had a chameleon soul. No moral compass pointing me due north, no fixed personality. Just an inner indecisiviness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean. And if I said I didn’t plan for it to turn out this way I’d be lying- because I was born to be the other woman. I belonged to no one- who belonged to everyone, who had nothing- who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn’t even talk about- and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me. Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people- and finally I did- on the open road. We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore- except to make our lives into a work of art. ♥
